HOWDY! I'M JASON!
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I'm just your average disabled genderqueer enby dog... thing who's selectively mute, hearing impaired, and visually impaired. I have a nice soup of mental health issues & physical health issues including, but not limited to: C-PTSD, DPDR, some sorta reproductive health nightmare, and long covid. Beyond what's wrong with me, here's what's right!
I have a dual-major bachelor's degree in corrections/criminal justice and social work, and it's my goal to work within the advocacy field. I don't have a specific political label, but the closest would be leftist. I believe in dismantling white supremacy through systemic change, individual and community action, and, where needed, outright abolition of the oppressive systems currently in place.
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There's a lot of terms I use to describe my identity, but more often than not just queer is fine! I've included some definitions for things below; Beyond that, I'm okay with both neutral and masculine compliments and honorifics and, of course, any pronouns. Feel free to get creative with it!
* Cybercoric is an aesthetigender / xenogender coined by FairyStar-Fag on Tumblr (now deactivated)! The meaning of this identity is "an aesthetigender related to cybercore. May also bear relation to: cyberwave, cyberpunk, cybergoth, webcore, y2k, animecore, techno, lofi, 8bit, breakcore, hyperpop, unreality, virtual reality, old internet, artificial intelligence, etc. May be used as a prefix. (Ex: cybergirl, cyberboy, etc.)"
* Cyberdog is a xenogender coined by BurgerLabs on Tumblr! The meaning of this identity is "a gender that is connected to being both a dog and any tech-based species. The 'dog' part in question can be any species, and can be due to being doggender, dog otherkin & therian, nonhuman, etc. The 'cyber' part can refer to robots, computers, AI, computer programs, etc."
* Cybertransmasc / Cyber Transmasc is an xenogender coined by Not-Malw4re / Grief-Chapter on Tumblr! The meaning of this identity is "a gender relating to technology, computers, cyber security, the internet, etc. and being transmasc."
* Exhazic is an aesthetigender / xenogender coined by Vessel (ElpisFlags) on Tumblr! The meaning of this identity is "a xenogender that is blurry and hazy due to exhaustion. this gender feels like being tired, fatigued or groggy. this xenogender could be attached to neurodivergence of any kind, or chronic fatigue, but it doesn't have to."
* Th?ng is an aesthetigender / xenogender coined by voidarling on Pinterest! The meaning of this identity is "a thing that looks almost human, but something about them isn't quite right."
Want to see more specific info? Check out my PronounsCC page for more! I've embedded the profile page, as well as provided an alt link in case the embed ever breaks!
I'm in a HUGE amount of fandoms, some that I create content for and others that I just vibe with. Here's some more info about that:
FORMULA 1
I used to loosely watch F1 in my early/mid teens during the Seb Vettel dominance era, but never really got into the sport like I am now! The 2024 season was the first season I dove into, and I've become a changed man.
My fave drivers at the moment include:
- Carlos Sainz
- Charles LeClerc
- George Russell
- Lewis Hamilton
- Ollie Bearman
- Sebastian Vettel
- Yuki Tsunoda
FANDOMS
This list is non-exhaustive, I've just listed everything I could think of that I still hold some active interest for haha.
- Alien Isolation
- Amanda the Adventurer
- American McGee's Alice
- American Psycho
- Among Us
- Animal Crossing
- Beastars
- Better Call Saul / Breaking Bad
- Bioshock
- Blue's Clues
- Bluey
- BoJack Horseman
- Calico
- Call of Duty
- Castlevania: The Animated Series
- Criminal Minds
- Cyberpunk 2077
- Dark Souls
- DC Universe
- Death Stranding
- Destiny 2
- Disco Elysium
- Disney
- DOOM
- Dragon Age
- Dreamworks Animation
- Dungeons and Dragons
- Elder Scrolls
- EPIC: The Musical
- Faith: The Unholy Trinity
- Fallout
- Far Cry
- Fields of Mistria
- Final Fantasy
- Five Nights at Freddy's
- For Honor
- Fortnite
- GameDec
- Ghost Recon
- God of War
- Godzilla
- Grand Theft Auto
- Halo
- HBO Chernobyl
- Heaven Will Be Mine
- His Dark Materials
- Hitman
- House M.D.
- I was a Teenage Exocolonist
- L.A. Noire
- Local 58
- Love, Death + Robots
- Mafia Trilogy
- Manhunt
- Marvel Universe
- M*A*S*H
- Mass Effect
- Metal Gear
- Metro Saga
- Minecraft
- Monkey Man (2024)
- Monster Hunter
- Mortal Kombat
- Mouthwashing
- NBC Hannibal
- Neon Genesis Evangelion
- NOPE (2022)
- Outer Worlds
- Outlast
- Palia
- Pokémon
- Rainbow Six: Siege
- Red Dead Redemption
- Reflect Studios (WTTG, Scrutinized, Dead Signal)
- Resident Evil
- Saints Row
- Sanrio
- SCP Foundation
- Silent Hill
- Snowpiercer
- Sons of the Forest
- Splinter Cell
- Squid Game
- Star Wars
- Stardew Valley
- Starfield
- Stray
- Team Fortress 2
- Tell Me Why
- Telltale's The Walking Dead
- The Boondock Saints
- The Boy
- The Boys
- The Last of Us
- The Simpsons
- The VVitch
- The Walten Files
- Titanfall
- Tomb Raider
- Train to Busan
- ULTRAKILL
- Vampire: The Masquerade
- Vita Carnis
- Vocaloid
- Wallace & Grommit
- Watch Dogs
- We Happy Few
- Wilson's Heart
A collection of quotes from (mostly) video games and television shows that have irreparably changed me as a person; This list is non-exhaustive and constantly updating!
ALIEN ISOLATION...
- I needed to protect you; don't worry... I'm sure I'll see you very soon.
- Save myself? From death, is that it? Is that why I've come here? I'm not afraid to die! At times I've welcomed death.
- I know I'm guilty of something, but punishment hardly ever suits the victims of a crime.
- Threats, promises, and good intentions don't amount to action.
- Ah, Alice. We can't go home again. No surprise really. Only a very few find the way, and most of them don't recognize it when they do. Delusions, too, die hard with memory. Only the savage regard the endurance of pain as the measure of worth. Forgetting pain is convenient, remembering it: agonizing. But recovering the truth is worth the suffering and our Wonderland, though damaged, is safe in memory... for now.
- …there is an idea of a Patrick Bateman, some kind of abstraction, but there is no real me, only an entity, something illusory, and though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable: I simply am not there. It is hard for me to make sense on any given level. Myself is fabricated, an aberration. I am a noncontingent human being. My personality is sketchy and unformed, my heartlessness goes deep and is persistent. My conscience, my pity, my hopes disappeared a long time ago (probably at Harvard) if they ever did exist. There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it, I have now surpassed. I still, though, hold on to one single bleak truth: no one is safe, nothing is redeemed.
- It strikes me profoundly that the world is more often than not a bad and cruel place.
- A curtain of stars, miles of them, are scattered, glowing, across the sky and their multitude humbles me, which I have a hard time tolerating.
- This is true: the world is better off with some people gone. Our lives are not all interconnected. That theory is crock. Some people truly do not need to be here.
- I get an odd feeling that this is a crucial moment in my life and I'm startled by the suddenness of what I guess passes for an epiphany.
- The right move is always going to be the hardest, but it's worth it.
- Life is always full of regrets. Trying to make up for your regrets is how you live it.
- Pacifism is a fine thing, and it only has a meaning when the strong uphold it.
- I don't know where this will lead. I don't how it's going to look. But a path is looking up to me… I'm just gonna keep moving forward.
- Let me put your mind at ease, Jimmy. You don’t have to make up with me. We don’t have to understand each other. Things are fine the way they are. Hey. I don’t want to hurt your feelings… But the truth is you’ve never mattered all that much to me.
- What do I want? Respect. I want to make my own decisions, go my own way. I don't want anyone to even think of playing me. And I don't want to be looking over my shoulder.
- Him? You think the... chicken man? Heh. What a joke. Alvarez has been paying me for years; years. But you know what? I would have done it for free. Because I hate every last one of you psycho sacks of shit. I opened Lalo's gate, and I would do it again. And I'm glad what they did to him. He's a soulless pig, and I wished I'd killed him with my own hands. And you know what else, Hector? I put you in that chair. Oh, yeah. Your heart meds? I switched them for sugar pills. You were dead and buried, and I had to watch this asshole bring you back. So when you are sitting in your shitty nursing home and you're sucking down on your Jell-O night after night for the rest of your life, you think of me, you twisted fuck.
- Duly noted. Wanna know what I think? I think you're way out of your depth in this matter. So the next time that you want to come in here and tell me what I'm doing wrong, you are welcome to keep it to yourself. Because I don't care!
- You made a mistake, and they are never forgetting it. As far as they're concerned, your mistake is just it's who you are, and it's all you are.
- All I can do is wait. That's it. That's the only good option. Hold on, bide my time, and wait [...] For the cancer to come back.
- Shut the fuck up and let me die in peace.
- Say the words. Say you want this. Nothing happens until I hear you say it.
- You're early lucky, you know that? You didn't have to wait your whole life to do something special.
- I've gone where the universe takes me my whole life. It’s better to make those decisions for yourself.
- What is the greatest lie every created? What is the most vicious obscenity ever perpetrated on mankind? Slavery? The Holocaust? Dictatorship? No. It's the tool with which all that wickedness is built: altruism. Whenever anyone wants others to do their work, they call upon their altruism. Never mind your own needs, they say, think of the needs of... of whoever. The state. The poor. Of the army, of the king, of God! The list goes on and on. How many catastrophes were launched with the words "think of yourself"? It's the "king and country" crowd who light the torch of destruction. It is this great inversion, this ancient lie, which has chained humanity to an endless cycle of guilt and failure. [...] And so, I asked myself: in what country was there a place for men like me - men who refused to say "yes" to the parasites and the doubters, men who believed that work was sacred and property rights inviolate. And then one day, the happy answer came to me, my friends: there was no country for people like me! And that was the moment I decided... to build one.
- You think you gonna finish me in here, you old fruit? The other saps you tossed in this meat locker all panicked like rabbits. I just watched and waited. And when they started to kick, I started to scavenge. Made myself a little Splicer cocktail, I did. If you can’t come in from the cold, then you gotta grow ice over your heart. And the iceman cometh, Sander baby. The iceman fucking cometh.
- Look Delta. It's the world for which you strive. You...alone among the dead.
- Love is just a chemical, we give it meaning by choice.
- There is a time for everything, a time to live and a time to die, a time to build and a time to DESTROY!
- This world values children, not childhood.
- We all make choices, but in the end our choices make us.
- Remember, I'll always be here for you. Even if you can't see me. Because I love you.
- Have a cry, check. Pick myself up, check. Dust myself off, check. And keep going.
- Well look, sometimes special people come into our lives, stay for a bit. Then they have to go.
- When you put something beautiful out into the world, it's no longer yours really.
- It gets easier. Every day it gets a little easier. But you gotta do it every day — that's the hard part.
- Oh Bojack, no. There is no other side. This is it.
- Sometimes, life's a bitch and then you keep living.
- It doesn't get better and it doesn't get easier. I can't keep lying to myself, saying that I'm going to change. I come from poison. I have poison inside me, and I destroy everything I touch. That's my legacy. I have nothing to show for the life that I've lived, and I have nobody in my life who's better off for having known me.
- You can't keep doing shitty things and then feel bad about yourself like that makes it okay. You need to be better! ... You are all the things that are wrong with you.
- You're flying now, you see things much more clear than from the ground. It's all okay, or it would be were you not now halfway down.
- There are people in your life that help you become the person you end up being, and you can be grateful for them, even if they were never meant to be in your life forever.
- You come by it honestly, the ugliness inside you. You were born broken. That's your birthright.
- I can't, sir. You're my commanding officer, Captain. My mission is you.
- The healthy human mind doesn't wake up in the morning thinking this is its last day on Earth. But I think that's a luxury, not a curse. To know you're close to the end is a kind of freedom. Good time to take...inventory. Out-gunned. Outnumbered. Out of our minds. On a suicide mission. But the sand and the rocks here, stained with thousands of years of warfare... They will remember us. For this. Because out of all our vast array of nightmares, this is the one we choose for ourselves. We go forward like a breath exhaled from the Earth. With vigor in our hearts and one goal in sight: We. Will. Kill him.
- All warfare is based on deception. For years, the West hypocrisy has made the world a battlefield. The corrupt talk while our brothers and sons spill their own blood. But deceit cuts both ways. The bigger the lie, the more likely people will believe it, and when a nation cries for vengeance, the lie spreads like a wildfire. The fire builds, devouring everything in its path. Our enemies believe that they alone dictate the course of history, and all it takes is the will of a single man.
- Listen only to the sound of my voice. Let your mind relax. Let your thoughts drift. Let the bad memories fade. Let peace be upon you. Surrender yourself to your dreams. Let them wash over you like the gentle waves of the bluest ocean. Let them envelop you. Comfort you. Imagine somewhere calm. Imagine somewhere safe. Imagine yourself in a frozen forest. You're standing in a clearing. Trees around you so tall, they touch the sky. Pure white snowflakes fall all around. You can feel them melt on your skin. You are not cold. It cannot overcome the warmth of your beating heart. Can you hear it? You only have to listen.
- Mason, my friend...Tell me...What is left to believe in, when you are betrayed by your own? When all that you are, all that you have done, is buried beneath the lies and the deceit of corrupt men. I will die in this wretched place... The only thing that keeps me alive is the thirst for vengeance.
- One year. I gave you one year to make your peace with your God. And what do you do? Celebrate the day you killed my wife. One year I gave you, while I assembled my armies. And now I bring your death. You had your chance.
- Killing you was the point. Living through it was just a luxury.
- Oh, the world will still be here, Belmont. Trees will still grow, birds will still sing, animals will still hump away in the undergrowth. But you won't be here. And you won't be here. None of you. The sun will still set, but you will not see it rise [...] Imagine it. A world without humans, under endless invented night. And Dracula in his castle... his revenge so horribly complete, that there is nothing left to do but look out over a world without art or memory or laughter, and know that he did his work well. That he did it all for love.
- You are the greatest of your people, Isaac. You have a soul, I think. Perhaps that is more valuable to the world to come than a dusty collection of books and apparatus. Or perhaps you simply deserve a better fate than to die instead of me. [...] Then, I regret only that I have taken a choice for you.
- You didn't kill me before. You won't kill me now. You want this to end as much as I do. [...] You died when my mother died, you know you did. This entire catastrophe has been nothing but history's longest suicide note!
- My boy. I'm- I... I'm killing my boy. Lisa... I'm killing our boy. We painted this room, we... made these toys. It's our boy, Lisa. Your greatest gift to me, and I'm killing him... I must already be dead.
- Give yourself time. Ideas'll come. Life'll shake you, roll you, maybe embrace you. The music'll find you.
- You've never backed down from anything in your life, even when you maybe should've. You go through Night City knowing a stray bullet could end you while hailing a cab. But that's never stopped you from taking action, going where you needed to go. And it won't stop you now. [...] You have been keeping up. You've made an impact. Not a single thing in this world isn't in the process of becoming something else. Likewise you. Never look back. If you gotta kill, kill. If you gotta burn it all to the ground, then let it burn.
- He's fucked in the head, the world's fucked in the head, and YOU'RE fucked in the head because MY fucked up head is inside it. Guess if you wanna save the world, that's the first step; get fucked in the head.
- Test of a person's true value? Death. Facing it, staring it down. You still got a chance to be somebody.
- We all lap up the last of our fuel eventually, but that hardly means the journey wasn’t a joy.
- Before it all goes dark… for one last second, I’ll know I wasn’t alone.
- Your body can be chrome... But the heart never changes. It wants what it wants.
- We shouldn’t fear change itself, but only who we might change into.
- I just want the world to know I was here; that I mattered.
- Being holed up in here, I bet you have no idea how beautiful the outside world is, do you? How harsh it is? The world didn’t change into what it is now for mankind’s sake. It’s trying to change for the life that comes next.
- When I found out I was going to be a father, I was so scared. I had to be there for you and your mother, no matter what. I couldn't just go off and get myself killed anymore. But I had it wrong. Being a father didn't make me scared, it made me brave. Don't make the same mistake. Be yourself. Be free.
- Keep on keeping on.
- A mirror hangs above a bent and broken sink. In a fierce discharge of masculine energy, someone has ripped half the faucet off. Was this not the same élan that founds empires and lays waste to cities, virile, uncaring toward the little things? Probably not, no. Hot water sprays from the faucet’s space and steam covers the mirror. You cannot see yourself, just a vague impression of a man. Suddenly, you realise you have no memory of the face that awaits you there, underneath the soft vapour. [Wipe the mirror.] As you slowly reach your hand toward the surface of the mirror… Abort! You clearly have not thought this through. You won’t like what you will see there—and you will never un-become it.
- The lieutenant doesn't say anything, but gives you a quick smile, before turning away. [Composure. Medium: Success] He's incapable of blushing, but if he weren't—he'd blush.
- Just make sure you don't lose him. You'll not find another like him... It's true in more ways than you know.
- As long as there is mankind, there is also meaning.
- I NEED YOU. YOU CAN KEEP ME ON THIS EART. BE VIGILANT. I LOVE YOU.
- No. This is somewhere to be. This is all you have, but it's still something. Streets and sodium lights. The sky, the world. You're still alive.
- Your partner is even more repressed than you are. It would do you both a world of good to spend a little more time getting in touch with your bodies.
- When power calls you, you come. But power itself is a fragile trick of perception.
- A grey rain falls on Martinaise. The city soaks in it, cold and dripping. Waves hit the concrete breakers. The homeless huddle by the fires behind the fences. There, among the shacks, is your home. Stay. Have a drink. Forever.
- Subdue the regret. Dust yourself off, proceed. You'll get it in the next life, where you don't make mistakes. Do what you can with this one, while you're alive.
- Something beautiful is going to happen.
- The mask of humanity falls from capital. It has to take it off to kill everyone - everything you love, all the love and tenderness in the world. It has to take it off, just for one second. To do the deed.
- Moralists don't really have beliefs. Sometimes they stumble on one, like on a child's toy left on the carpet. The toy must be put away immediately. And the child reprimanded. Centrism isn't change -- not even incremental change. It is control.
- You bring violence and war to thwart the dark realm, but conflict was born in Hell. It is inevitable... a fire that fuels creation and gives purpose where there is none. ... Stand and fight, Slayer. Honor your true God. Fight and show me your purpose.
- You were never one of us. You were nothing but a usurper. A false idol. My eyes have been opened. Let me help you to see, Slayer.
- Against all the evil that Hell can conjure, all the wickedness that mankind can produce, we will send unto them... only you. Rip and tear, until it is done.
- You may not agree with our research but know this: we exploited Hell and its resources because it was in mankind's best interest to do so. What you see now in this facility is the cost of progress.
- My immortality is assured, while you will writhe in perpetual agony at the bottom of the darkest hole in Hell. You will be forgotten. Your life, your loved ones, your achievements, and failures are nothing. A blank space on the canvas of time. Thank you for your service. May you rot in Hell.
- So you walk eternally through the shadow realms, standing against evil where all others falter. May your thirst for retribution never quench, may the blood on your sword never dry, and may we never need you again.
- Change is coming to the world. Many fear change and will fight it with every fiber of their being. But sometimes, change is what they need most. Sometimes, change is what sets them free.
- That's the world. Everything you build, it tears down. Everything you've got, it takes—and it's gone forever. The only choices you get are to lie down and die or keep going. He kept going. That's as close to beating the world as anyone gets.
- I've done so much wrong... Allow me to do one last thing right.
- Beg that I succeed, for I have seen the throne of the gods—and it was empty.
- We stand upon the precipice of change. The world fears the inevitable plummet into the abyss. Watch for that moment... and when it comes, do not hesitate to leap. It is only when you fall that you learn whether you can fly.
- Reach down into your heart and you'll find many reasons to fight: Survival. Honor. Glory. But what about those who feel it's their duty to protect the innocents? There you will find a warrior savage enough to match any dragon; and in the end, they'll retain what the others don't: their humanity.
- Ask yourself, how is it that mighty gods die, yet the Daedra stand incorruptable? How is it that the Daedra forthrightly proclaim themselves to man, while the gods cower behind statues and the faithless words of traitor-priests? It is simple... they are not gods at all. The truth has been in front of you since you first were born. The Daedra are the true gods of this universe.
- Men are but flesh and blood. They know their doom, but not the hour.
- By superhuman effort, you can avoid slipping backwards for a while. But one day, you'll lose a step, or drop a beat, or miss a detail... and you'll be gone forever.
- I have a waited a long time for you, Champion of Old Tamriel. You are the last gasp of a dying age. You breathe the stale air of false hope.
- Never compromise. Never blink. Never wink at injustice. Never quit trying to make this a better city for everyone.
- What is better - to be born good, or to overcome your evil nature through great effort?
- You do not even know our tongue, do you? Such arrogance, to dare take for yourself the name of Dovah!
- And so the First Dragonborn meets the Last Dragonborn at the summit of Apocrypha.
- Respice ad me, Deamonium.
- What I am about to do, has not been approved by the Vatican.
- The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.
- Lord help me. Somebody please help me. This is too much for me. I'm so afraid; please let me escape this place. I just want to go home! I'll do whatever you want, just take me away from here—I swear it!
- I survived the nightmare, but did I really do the right thing? I don't know what is real anymore. My faith is weak, and I feel a dark shadow over me.
- Gary is a normal human being, just like you and me. I had to show Him what I could be for Him: The first to perform the Ritual willingly. I've done more for Gary than Amy ever did. And now… I am beyond.
- [Perception] If I listen closely, I can hear my genes crying.
- Did you ever try to put a broken piece of glass back together? Even if the pieces fit, you can't make it whole again the way it once was. But, if you're clever, you can use the pieces to make other useful things. Maybe even something wonderful, like a mosaic. Well, the world broke just like glass. And everyone's trying to put it back together like it was, but it'll never come together the same way.
- Who are you, that do not know what your history?
- I have been baptized twice, once in water, once in flame.
- I don't enjoy killing, but when done righteously, it's just a chore, like any other.
- War. War Never changes. Women/Men do, through the roads they walk. And this road, has reached it's end.
- We shall see how brave you are when nailed to the walls of Hoover Dam, your body facing west so you may watch your world die.
- No need for bombs, when hate will do.
- You just gave us back all these lives... I can't take the chance of losing them. I've made a lot of tough decisions since I took this position. But none of them harder than this one. You saved us, but you'll kill us. I'm sorry. You're a hero... and you have to leave.
- In a world full of misery and uncertainty, it is a great comfort to know, that in the end, there is a light in the darkness.
- When I lay down my flag it will be over my body or over a country I believe in.
- You are a lion. And we eat the fucking lambs.
- Take me into your heart. Accept me as your savior. Nail me to the fucking cross and let me be reborn!
- I am your Father, and you are My Child.
- God will not let you take me.
- You did it. You passed your test. But now, you’re all alone. You’re weak. And we know what happens to the weak.
- If violence is the only language you choose to speak, then I’ll speak your language.
- Despite all that you have done, you are not beyond salvation. You're not here by accident or chance.
- You can't break a man the way you break a dog, or a horse. The harder you beat a man, the taller he stands. To break a man's will, to break his spirit, you have to break his mind. Men have this idea that we can fight with dignity, that there's a proper way to kill someone. It's absurd, its anesthetic, we need it to endure the bloody horror of murder. You must destroy that idea. Show them what a messy, terrible, thing it is to kill a man, and then show them that you relish in it. Shoot to wound, and then execute the wounded, burn them, take them in close combat. Destroy their preconceptions of what a man is and you become their personal monster. When they fear you, you become stronger, you become better. But let's never forget, it's a display, it's a posture, like a lions roar, or a gorilla thumping at his chest. If you lose yourself in the display, if you succumb to the horror, then you become the monster. You become reduced, not more than a man, but less. And it could be fatal.
- Ah... to whom am I speaking? Hm? The son who returned to scatter his mother's ashes, or the lunatic who has murdered his way to the top of my mountain? If I was speaking to the first guy, then I would say, "Sit down. Let's be civilized. Enjoy some food." But... we tried that before, didn't we?
- The only reason we are standing here is we didn't wait for one person to solve all our problems. "When tyranny is law... revolution is order." [...] Yara is yours. Don't fuck it up.
- There were no signs. It came without warning. Doom came to us all, the desperate few who struggled to survive. Perhaps we had a chance for peace, but desperation and trust are seldom allies. So began a millennium of conflict, a thousand years of war. The greatest warriors the world has ever known, the reason they fight lost to the ages. And yet, here they still stand searching for a sign of peace. I will show them... I am Apollyon. I bring war.
- [COMING SOON!]
- I will rain down every agony—every violation imaginable—upon you. I will parade your cold body from every corner of every realm, and feed your soul to the vilest filth in Hel. That is my promise.
- Perhaps imagining a fair fight is to honor them as life did not.
- I remember how it felt to take that throne. All that it meant. And all that it did not. A god of war... A god of pain. Of suffering. Of destruction. The Norns said I chase a redemption that I know I can never deserve. What does that make me? God of fools A god of... Hope. "When all else is lost..." You lost everything and everyone. And you became... There is no forgiving you. YOU CHOSE... I chose. What now? Should I, this same man, should I sit? Take? Proclaim? Lead? Place myself in service? In service. Should I... Lose everything and everyone... Will there still be enough left inside so that I do not become you? I do not know, but I have hope. You are cruel, and arrogant, and selfish. But... You are more than that. You have always been more than what other saw. You are more than that.
- Death can have me when it earns me.
- n moments of crisis, panic does nothing. Harness it, let it serve you.
- What do you think you know of godhood? In your lifetime has anyone ever worshipped you? Ever prayed to you? Can you even imagine that kind of love? No! You don't care about anything beyond yourself; beyond the monster who kills without cause.
- I came to these lands to escape my past. To start a new life. I can hide no longer. I do not want this war. We have suffered enough. Prophecy did not lead us here. Nor will it win this battle. Wars are won by those who are willing to sacrifice everything. If that is the cost of vengeance... so be it.
- No! No, I don't want to hear it... You don't even know what sorry means. [...] Oh, but some of us were bigger fools than others, aren't we? I gave you everything: my skills, my friendship, my home, my secrets, my treasures... and you just kept taking! And now what have I got? Not even my family. You want "sorry"? This is what sorry looks like.
- To be honest... I don't think I can do either. There's still a part of me that is so... angry. And it'll always be... It'll always be angry. But no, you are not the one who needs to die. I do see that.
- The culmination of love is grief. And yet we love despite the inevitable, we open our hearts to it. When the pyre is spent and you've gathered my ashes, spread them from the highest peak in all the realms. You will do this for me. To grieve deeply... is to have loved fully. Open your heart to the world as you have opened it to me, and you will find every reason to keep living in it.
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- War isn't hell. War is war and Hell is hell, and of the two, war is a lot worse. Tell me, who goes to Hell? [...] There are no innocent bystanders in Hell. But war is chock full of them. Little kids, cripples, old ladies. In fact, except for a few of the brass, almost everybody involved is an innocent bystander.
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- I know you'd never give me the gun to protect myself. So the least I can do... is make sure he never gets it either.
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- So this is how liberty dies. With thunderous applause.
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- The therapist was right. I need to face my past. So I'm going to kill them all.
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