About Me!

HOWDY! I'M JASON!

I'm just your average genderqueer enby with some neurospicy mixed in (adhd, autism, c-ptsd). I'm selectively mute, hearing impaired, and visually impaired.



AGE.
24+
GENDER.
Genderqueer / Nonbinary / Cyberdog
PRONOUNS.
They / It / Xe / Pup & Es / Xier (auf Deutsch, bitte!)
BIRTHDATE.
March 15, 2000
LANGUAGES.
Eng / Ger

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INFO !!

Some terms I use to describe my identity and orientation include: Ambiamorous, Cyberdog*, Nonbinary, Polyamorous, Queer, Transgender, Transmasculine, Aromantic, Allosexual, Genderqueer, and Gender Outlaw! I'm okay with both neutral and masculine compliments and honorifics.

* Cyberdog is a xenogender coined by BurgerLabs on Tumblr! The meaning of this identity is "a gender that is connected to being both a dog and any tech-based species. The 'dog' part in question can be any species, and can be due to being doggender, dog otherkin & therian, nonhuman, etc. The 'cyber' part can refer to robots, computers, AI, computer programs, etc."

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MISC. INFORMATION

I'm a college graduate with a bachelor's degree focused on social work and correctional support management. I aim to work in mental health advocacy, and want to focus on marginalized / underrepresented populations.

I've also gotten into Formula 1 again, but I used to be a more consistent fan during the mid 2010s (shoutout Sebastian Vettel). If you wanna know who I'm out here cheering on, here's your one-stop shop!


FANDOMS I ENJOY; Non-Exhaustive List (Show/Hide)
  • Alien Isolation
  • Amanda The Adventurer
  • American Mcgees Alice
  • Among Us
  • Better Call Saul & Breaking Bad
  • Bioshock
  • Bojack Horseman
  • The Boondock Saints
  • The Boys
  • Calico
  • Call Of Duty
  • Criminal Minds
  • Cyberpunk Edgerunners & Cyberpunk 2077
  • Dark Souls
  • Dead By Daylight
  • Death Stranding
  • Destiny
  • Disco Elysium
  • Doom
  • Dragon Age
  • Dungeons and Dragons
  • The Elder Scrolls
  • Faith: The Unholy Trinity
  • Fallout
  • Far Cry
  • GameDec
  • Ghost Recon
  • Grand Theft Auto
  • God of War
  • Godzilla
  • Halo
  • His Dark Materials
  • L.a. Noire
  • The Last Of Us
  • Local 58
  • Love, Death + Robots
  • Mafia: The Definitive Trilogy
  • Manhunt
  • Mass Effect
  • Metal Gear
  • The Metro Saga
  • Monster Hunter
  • The Outer Worlds
  • Outlast
  • Palia
  • Rainbow Six Siege
  • Red Dead Redemption
  • Reflect Studios (Wttg, Scrutinized, Etc)
  • Saints Row
  • Scp Foundation
  • Snowpiercer (Television Series)
  • Sons Of The Forest
  • Splinter Cell
  • Stardew Valley
  • Starfield
  • Star Wars
  • Stray
  • Squid Game
  • Titanfall
  • Tell Me Why
  • Watch Dogs
  • The Walten Files
  • We Happy Few
  • Wilsons Heart Vr

VIDEO GAME QUOTES THAT HAVE FOREVER CHANGED MY PSYCHE (Show/Hide)

This list is a work in progress. Code-styled dialog is used to distinguish characters in conversational quotes. These are some of my favorite quotes from the games/franchises I have played, and so I wanted to catalogue them as they are important to me. Plus, I want to share them with others!

CALL OF DUTY

  • " Captain, I can't stop it. What do I do? " " Let it go, Ethan. " " I can't, sir. You're my commanding officer, Captain. My mission is you. "

DRAGON AGE

  • " All of this happened because of fanatics and arguments about the next world. It's time we start believing in this one. "

DISCO ELYSIUM

  • " No. This is somewhere to be. This is all you have, but it's still something. Streets and sodium lights. The sky; the world. You're still alive. "
  • " And then we feel trapped by the names we've been given, as symbols of the intentions and expectations of others... "
  • " As long as there is mankind, there is also meaning. "
  • " As you slowly reach your hand toward the surface of the mirror... Abort! You clearly have not thought this through. You won't like what you will see there--and you will never un-become it. "
  • " There is nothing. Only warm, primordial blackness. Your conscience ferments in it--no larger than a single grain of malt. You don't have to do anything anymore. Ever. Never ever. "
  • " Brother, you already were a ghost. Up there, screaming--along with all of them. Scaring each other. Haunting each other. It's the living who are ghosts. The dead are silent. They don't rattle windows or write letters in blood. The living do. Leave them behind; Rest. "
  • " That we continue to persist at all is a testament to our faith in one another. "

FALLOUT

  • " The thing about happiness is you only know you had it when it's gone. You may think to yourself that you're happy, but you don't really believe it. "
  • " I'm sorry. You're a hero... and you have to leave. "
  • " By the time you get this, I will be someone else. It's the price I pay for my liberation. My final act of rebellion against a system I no longer believe in. "
  • " Maybe the only point of all this living was to keep those pictures in my head going for as long as I could. It was the only life I could give you. Not a day went by without. It wasn't a choice--I chose to die again and again. Just never did. Body had it's own drive. "
  • " Calm is what you have to be when people look to you. And it's all you can be when things are out of your hands. "

GOD OF WAR

  • " Fate only binds you if you let it. Do what is necessary, not because it is written. "
  • " We will bear the weight of our mistakes not with guilt, but with foosteps heavy with purpose. "
  • " Am I hearing guilt, brother? " " Some... Perhaps imagining a fair fight is to honor them as life did not. "
  • " I will rain down every agony--every violation imaginable--upon you. I will parade your cold body from every corner of every realm, and feed your soul to the vilest filth in Hel. That is my promise. "
  • " I am what the Gods have made me! "
  • " Don't you know what I have done? " " Yes! ... But what will you do now? " " We don't change. We... are destroyers. " " No more. No more... For the sake of our children; We must be better. "
  • " But there is one unavoidable truth you will never escape: You cannot change. You will always be a monster. " " I know. But I am your monster no longer. "
  • " We were all fooled. " " Oh... but some of us were bigger fools than others, aren't we? I gave you everything. My skills, my friendship, my home, my secrets, my treasures... and you just kept taking. And now what have I got? Not even my family. You want sorry? This is what sorry looks like. "

METAL GEAR

  • " Find something to believe in, and find it for yourself. When you do, pass it on to the future. "
  • " So then what is an enemy? Is there such thing as an absolute, timeless enemy? There is no such thing, and never has been. And the reason is that our enemies are human beings like us. They can only be our enemies in relative terms. "
  • " I raised you, and loved you. I've given you weapons, taught you tecniques, endowed you with knowledge. There's nothing more for me to give you. All that's left for you to take is my life. "
  • " Life isn't just about passing on your genes. We can leave behind much more than just DNA. Through speech, music, literature and movies... what we've seen, heard, felt... anger, joy and sorrow... these are the things I will pass on. That's what I live for. "
  • " You too have known loss, and that loss torments you still. You hope hatred might someday replace the pain. But it never goes away. It makes a man hideous, inside and out. Wouldn't you agree? "
  • "I won't scatter your sorrow to the heartless sea. I will always be with you--Plant your roots in me. I won't see you end as ashes. You're all diamonds."
  • " Vengeance was what drove me to them... The only language left to me: Revenge. But the words we shared... No, that was no language at all. That is why I chose the language of gratitude instead, and go back to silence. "