About Me!

HOWDY! I'M JASON!

AGE.
24+
GENDER.
Genderqueer / Nonbinary / Cyberdog
PRONOUNS.
Any / All & Es / Xier (auf Deutsch, bitte!)
BIRTHDATE.
March 15, 2000
LANGUAGES.
Eng / Ger

I'm just your average disabled genderqueer enby dog... thing who's selectively mute, hearing impaired, and visually impaired. I have a nice soup of mental health issues & physical health issues including, but not limited to: C-PTSD, DPDR, some sorta reproductive health nightmare, and long covid. Beyond what's wrong with me, here's what's right!

I have a dual-major bachelor's degree in corrections/criminal justice and social work, and it's my goal to work within the advocacy field. I don't have a specific political label, but the closest would be leftist. I believe in dismantling white supremacy through systemic change, individual and community action, and, where needed, outright abolition of the oppressive systems currently in place.

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There's a lot of terms I use to describe my identity, but more often than not just queer is fine! I've included some definitions for things below; Beyond that, I'm okay with both neutral and masculine compliments and honorifics and, of course, any pronouns. Feel free to get creative with it!

* Cybercoric is an aesthetigender / xenogender coined by FairyStar-Fag on Tumblr (now deactivated)! The meaning of this identity is "an aesthetigender related to cybercore. May also bear relation to: cyberwave, cyberpunk, cybergoth, webcore, y2k, animecore, techno, lofi, 8bit, breakcore, hyperpop, unreality, virtual reality, old internet, artificial intelligence, etc. May be used as a prefix. (Ex: cybergirl, cyberboy, etc.)"

* Cyberdog is a xenogender coined by BurgerLabs on Tumblr! The meaning of this identity is "a gender that is connected to being both a dog and any tech-based species. The 'dog' part in question can be any species, and can be due to being doggender, dog otherkin & therian, nonhuman, etc. The 'cyber' part can refer to robots, computers, AI, computer programs, etc."

* Cybertransmasc / Cyber Transmasc is an xenogender coined by Not-Malw4re / Grief-Chapter on Tumblr! The meaning of this identity is "a gender relating to technology, computers, cyber security, the internet, etc. and being transmasc."

* Exhazic is an aesthetigender / xenogender coined by Vessel (ElpisFlags) on Tumblr! The meaning of this identity is "a xenogender that is blurry and hazy due to exhaustion. this gender feels like being tired, fatigued or groggy. this xenogender could be attached to neurodivergence of any kind, or chronic fatigue, but it doesn't have to."

* Th?ng is an aesthetigender / xenogender coined by voidarling on Pinterest! The meaning of this identity is "a thing that looks almost human, but something about them isn't quite right."

I'm in a HUGE amount of fandoms, some that I create content for and others that I just vibe with. Here's some more info about that:

FORMULA 1

I used to loosely watch F1 in my early/mid teens during the Seb Vettel dominance era, but never really got into the sport like I am now! The 2024 season was the first season I dove into, and I've become a changed man.

My fave drivers at the moment include:

  • Carlos Sainz
  • Charles LeClerc
  • George Russell
  • Lewis Hamilton
  • Ollie Bearman
  • Sebastian Vettel
  • Yuki Tsunoda

FANDOMS

This list is non-exhaustive, I've just listed everything I could think of that I still hold some active interest for haha.

  • Alien Isolation
  • Amanda the Adventurer
  • American McGee's Alice
  • American Psycho
  • Among Us
  • Animal Crossing
  • Beastars
  • Better Call Saul / Breaking Bad
  • Bioshock
  • Blue's Clues
  • Bluey
  • BoJack Horseman
  • Calico
  • Call of Duty
  • Castlevania: The Animated Series
  • Criminal Minds
  • Cyberpunk 2077
  • Dark Souls
  • DC Universe
  • Death Stranding
  • Destiny 2
  • Disco Elysium
  • Disney
  • DOOM
  • Dragon Age
  • Dreamworks Animation
  • Dungeons and Dragons
  • Elder Scrolls
  • EPIC: The Musical
  • Faith: The Unholy Trinity
  • Fallout
  • Far Cry
  • Fields of Mistria
  • Final Fantasy
  • Five Nights at Freddy's
  • For Honor
  • Fortnite
  • GameDec
  • Ghost Recon
  • God of War
  • Godzilla
  • Grand Theft Auto
  • Halo
  • HBO Chernobyl
  • Heaven Will Be Mine
  • His Dark Materials
  • Hitman
  • House M.D.
  • I was a Teenage Exocolonist
  • L.A. Noire
  • Local 58
  • Love, Death + Robots
  • Mafia Trilogy
  • Manhunt
  • Marvel Universe
  • M*A*S*H
  • Mass Effect
  • Metal Gear
  • Metro Saga
  • Minecraft
  • Monkey Man (2024)
  • Monster Hunter
  • Mortal Kombat
  • Mouthwashing
  • NBC Hannibal
  • Neon Genesis Evangelion
  • NOPE (2022)
  • Outer Worlds
  • Outlast
  • Palia
  • Pokémon
  • Rainbow Six: Siege
  • Red Dead Redemption
  • Reflect Studios (WTTG, Scrutinized, Dead Signal)
  • Resident Evil
  • Saints Row
  • Sanrio
  • SCP Foundation
  • Silent Hill
  • Snowpiercer
  • Sons of the Forest
  • Splinter Cell
  • Squid Game
  • Star Wars
  • Stardew Valley
  • Starfield
  • Stray
  • Team Fortress 2
  • Tell Me Why
  • Telltale's The Walking Dead
  • The Boondock Saints
  • The Boy
  • The Boys
  • The Last of Us
  • The Simpsons
  • The VVitch
  • The Walten Files
  • Titanfall
  • Tomb Raider
  • Train to Busan
  • ULTRAKILL
  • Vampire: The Masquerade
  • Vita Carnis
  • Vocaloid
  • Wallace & Grommit
  • Watch Dogs
  • We Happy Few
  • Wilson's Heart

A collection of quotes from (mostly) video games and television shows that have irreparably changed me as a person; This list is non-exhaustive and constantly updating!

ALIEN ISOLATION...
  • I needed to protect you; don't worry... I'm sure I'll see you very soon.
AMERICAN MCGEE'S ALICE...
  • Save myself? From death, is that it? Is that why I've come here? I'm not afraid to die! At times I've welcomed death.
  • I know I'm guilty of something, but punishment hardly ever suits the victims of a crime.
  • Threats, promises, and good intentions don't amount to action.
  • Ah, Alice. We can't go home again. No surprise really. Only a very few find the way, and most of them don't recognize it when they do. Delusions, too, die hard with memory. Only the savage regard the endurance of pain as the measure of worth. Forgetting pain is convenient, remembering it: agonizing. But recovering the truth is worth the suffering and our Wonderland, though damaged, is safe in memory... for now.
CALL OF DUTY...
  • I can't, sir. You're my commanding officer, Captain. My mission is you.
DISCO ELYSIUM...
  • A mirror hangs above a bent and broken sink. In a fierce discharge of masculine energy, someone has ripped half the faucet off. Was this not the same élan that founds empires and lays waste to cities, virile, uncaring toward the little things? Probably not, no. Hot water sprays from the faucet’s space and steam covers the mirror. You cannot see yourself, just a vague impression of a man. Suddenly, you realise you have no memory of the face that awaits you there, underneath the soft vapour. [Wipe the mirror.] As you slowly reach your hand toward the surface of the mirror… Abort! You clearly have not thought this through. You won’t like what you will see there—and you will never un-become it.
  • The lieutenant doesn't say anything, but gives you a quick smile, before turning away. [Composure. Medium: Success] He's incapable of blushing, but if he weren't—he'd blush.
  • Just make sure you don't lose him. You'll not find another like him... It's true in more ways than you know.
  • As long as there is mankind, there is also meaning.
  • I NEED YOU. YOU CAN KEEP ME ON THIS EART. BE VIGILANT. I LOVE YOU.
  • No. This is somewhere to be. This is all you have, but it's still something. Streets and sodium lights. The sky, the world. You're still alive.
  • Your partner is even more repressed than you are. It would do you both a world of good to spend a little more time getting in touch with your bodies.
  • When power calls you, you come. But power itself is a fragile trick of perception.
FALLOUT...
  • [Perception] If I listen closely, I can hear my genes crying.
GOD OF WAR...
  • I will rain down every agony—every violation imaginable—upon you. I will parade your cold body from every corner of every realm, and feed your soul to the vilest filth in Hel. That is my promise.
  • Perhaps imagining a fair fight is to honor them as life did not.
  • I remember how it felt to take that throne. All that it meant. And all that it did not. A god of war... A god of pain. Of suffering. Of destruction. The Norns said I chase a redemption that I know I can never deserve. What does that make me? God of fools A god of... Hope. "When all else is lost..." You lost everything and everyone. And you became... There is no forgiving you. YOU CHOSE... I chose. What now? Should I, this same man, should I sit? Take? Proclaim? Lead? Place myself in service? In service. Should I... Lose everything and everyone... Will there still be enough left inside so that I do not become you? I do not know, but I have hope. You are cruel, and arrogant, and selfish. But... You are more than that. You have always been more than what other saw. You are more than that.
M*A*S*H
  • War isn't hell. War is war and Hell is hell, and of the two, war is a lot worse. Tell me, who goes to Hell? [...] There are no innocent bystanders in Hell. But war is chock full of them. Little kids, cripples, old ladies. In fact, except for a few of the brass, almost everybody involved is an innocent bystander.
MOUTHWASHING...
  • I know you'd never give me the gun to protect myself. So the least I can do... is make sure he never gets it either.
STAR WARS...
  • So this is how liberty dies. With thunderous applause.
THE BOYS...
  • The therapist was right. I need to face my past. So I'm going to kill them all.