October Recap (2025)

ORIGINALLY WRITTEN: October 2025

NOTES: Happy Halloween!!

Another month, another series of struggles!

I've been coping (maybe) with a lot of the... everything. I think I've moved on in the stages of grief. I went from utterly depressed to incredibly angry at the circumstances. Which does feel better, to a degree. I have more clarity and I'm more attuned to the hellscape. BUT. This has resulted in me butting heads with people more often. That isn't great for many reasons, but the biggest is because I don't have other people in my life really beyond those I deeply care about. So...

Trying not to burn any bridges.

Beyond that, things are relatively stable I think. I spent all month looking forward to Halloween, and with my costume I feel so affirmed in my gender presentation. It's simple clothing pieces, but them combined with some out there accessories (a pleather harness with chains, tall ass boots, and really dark makeup)? I feel happy. Myself. Here's some masked pics that show off the upper half of the fit:

As usual, hover for color and click for full. But that's me babey!!

Here's to closing out the year.