September Recap (2025)

ORIGINALLY WRITTEN: September 2025

NOTES: Welp.

This update is probably going to be the most incoherent of the bunch, I'm writing it while a generous amount of cold medicines work through me... Because I got majorly sick out of nowhere. Again!

But this time it's enough that I've spent an entire weekend doing literally nothing, and I still feel like hot garbage.

Lots of things happened this month, and I don't have the energy to go through them all. If you've kept up with news out of the States, you probably know. Nazi podcaster gets killed and the ruling parties have deified him. The feds have effectively published their agenda to genocide BIPOC and trans folk in the wake of it all. The feds are also bringing back RICO charges.

You know, the shit that finally tore down the mobs in the 90s/early 00s.

So, uh, because of all that, the organization I was volunteering for officially shut its doors. The leaders, as mostly other trans folk, did not feel safe and did not want to risk the lives of all their volunteers. Now I just have my paid job.

There's been no updates regarding the high school teacher thing, either, but I suppose no news is good news there. I did my part and I hope him and his wife can pull through all of this.

Mental health wise, I've locked myself away. I thought I could feel better around people, but I'm so scared of myself and the world around me... I seriously need a therapist. If I don't work through this shit, it's going to kill me. But... I don't have the safe space for it. Not now, anyawy. So I persist.

I'm really dizzy from being sick and my head feels like it's been bashed in, so that's it for this month.